When a group of high school students visited us in our
friary, and it came time for them to leave, one hurried over to me, “Okay, so I
know we don’t have a lot of time,” she said, “but I have to ask you
something. Did you ever doubt? and what
did you do?” There was a necessity in
her eyes, an urgency in her voice that reeled me in easily, and I wanted so
badly to solve everything for her in that one moment, to watch her walk away
happy, smiling and without these deep concerns weighing down her soul. I had nothing to say, though. I answered her something totally inadequate,
something like, “Yes, I have. You need to
pray; be honest about it and pray.” It’s
not an awful answer but it certainly isn’t a life changing response.
She left as fast as she came, slipping onto the bus—lost
among the thirty faces behind the large tinted windows, and I thought, well,
that could have gone better. But, you
know, as I began to complain to Jesus that I had nothing profound to say, I
realized that whatever I had to say wasn’t too important to him. His concern now was that I pray for her, that
I intercede. It’s as if (and it’s not
unlikely) that encounter happened not so that I could change her life in an
instant with elegant words, pat myself on the back and be on my way, but that I
may take her with me and carry her through my intercession and continued
support. And I have prayed. I have tucked that little girl and her
intentions inside my heart, and I always go back to her, and for her I will
probably always be praying. I think that, more than the clever words, is
efficacious.
+ Br. Joseph Michael Fino, CFR
Paterson, NJ
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